Give me more time . please

Tears are words the heart can't express...

HELLO .
Haiyo . mad in rp today :P !
Kekekeke , With xiaoxiao .
From fb cannot save to com ): .
Cannot upload give you all see . D: !
Phark lah , haiyo .
我已经忍住。
Ｉcan't take it anymore .
I want to cry ALL at once .
Keeping inside my heart is very painful .
I just need time .
I need time to calm down...
I want to be the happy girl like i use to be...
Crying sucks . ALOT. ): \

我想通了 ，你不会一辈子跟着我的。我要学会放开，慢慢觉得这个痛、对我来说不算什么 . 
如果你要爱 ， 最后的伤心后果你都必须接受 …
这个痛，对我来说已经不算什么了。不是我的东西，我不应该握这那么久。我想通了，放弃吧.