I can't forget you

I realise i still have not forgetten him yet...i still donno why?Is it because he is so attactive? I dun understand why...Just never understand why?
Start for today....
Mother tougne....
Todae monther tougue was th best for th six years i have been studying in WGPS....
haha actually is really great...
Okay,it starts like tis...i wan to my place,thn cherlynn sit beside me ask me why so emo? Thn i say No~!?..ok thn yingru and szehan come...yingru sit infornt of me and szehan sit infornt of cherlynn....they face us(szehan and yingru face cherlynn and sien:D)Then practise songsss dunno for wad mayebe for fun?then Jolene come..join us:P
Ok thn practise....huiling join in th fun....But never sing of course jolene also:P:P
Then MeLvIn and DaRyL come interrupt?...So noisy....:@ lol...watever...say fahrenheit is some funny names in chinese of course(DaRyL say only mElViN quiet for only names:P:P)....then YiNgRu argue with DaRyL TaN argue until vry funny...hahahahahahahahaha,cherlynn laugh until face damm red de lorh...hahahahahahahahaha....So happy.....hahahahahahahahaha.....Thn keep arguing......P.S i also got argue one time hehe....then end lesson...I hope for th rest of th mother tougue class wold be tis great tht will be so so so so gd..




Lemme forget you...it will not harm me nor you..WHY can't you lemme forget you isen it so hard?When i saw you todae...i realise i really can't forget you.............really....can't...I wish to have you...i wish to forget you...wish one..i wish..i really..dunno....But more to wanting to have you ofcourse....
Boy,why can't i have you?Wan to say to you I LOVE YOU FOREVER>33>33

hello:) darn fckiing angry...my nicenice blogskin become so PINK~!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.... my jujunbiao my yinzhihou my jinsicao my songyubin my suyizheng omgomgomgomg ANGRY~!!!!!!!! tagbord no more linkies no more~!!!! WAD TH HELL~!!!! Who is th helpful onces.?can help me do blogskin and tagbored linkies too...pls beggiesss.....Wad th hell...~!!!~!!!Ok to stop my anger...change subject...
Jujunbiao can use computer le..yeah~!happi happi....hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i still can't forget him..how?I am suffering.Maybe i still love him..:D:)...he is all over my brain...he stuck...super duper inside...he is like a super glue,can't be cleared.....but i wan to cleared it,it's hurting me....i wan to get rid of it...it really....hurts....Do i need a drill?or wad...i have to cleared him...He is really evil...i can't help thinking of him...
Wad do he think he is?
1)A hunk?
2)A really rich boy?
3)A really cool guy?
4)A really cute guy?
I think he is none of th above,maybe only cute? but not extremly cute anyway..so not counted...he is a 0/4 boy...i wan a at least 2/4 boy...or even 1??????he have none..i always not always often ask myself.....Why do you love him so much?He dosen't even love you why???....But i can't even answer my own question...how do i answer others if they ask me to do tht?I sure i can't answer them...for sure.~!...
Any suggestion?
any? to let me get rid of tis 'super glue' i hate it...I wan to coninue loving him..But wad am i to him to love him?

I have to forget you but can't i dunno why

hello:):)
Todae..morning..wake parents up..ask them make brackfast..Batter bun inside my mother put melted butter,ham and cheese~! Darn yummy sia..gdgd..hahaha:D:D then early afternoon..yingru come thn go causeway watch imagine that..nice nice nice nice nice nice nice...funny sia..cool cool cool cool....thn after tht...go buy sushi....yum yum...thn i buy bubble tea..woohoo yummy nicenicenice...thn yingru buy puff..she hungry as nv eat lunch..hahaahahaha thn go home thn am here...the movie really funny and nice..Highly recommanded:D:D..




P.S i have to forget you,not make myself love you anymore.But i can't..i dunno why..u know why i have to forget you because i cannot 'bully' myself anymore..seeing you playing with others girls so happily..once i thought tht how nice if i was 1 of th girls..but not now not anymore..because i know u like others...more prefect then me,more prettrier then me,more smarter then me...i cannot continue to bully myself again and again..i wish i could forget you..but i can't why?

hello:D:D i am so bored~!!!!!!!!!! super duper extremly bored...currently toking to david:D...he only quite bored later goin library with yingru later..Wish she can...have been to some ppls....blog:D i have link those who i visted..Soooo you know who's blog i visted..:D:D...I am darn bored...am pluring,posting and pet sociatying haha:D:D:D Just yingru call say can go yipeee hahahahaahahaha:D:D:D:D:D:D you wan to go too contact me bah~! lalalalala more ppl go marrier..hahahahaha:D:D:D:D:D:D
Taggies reply:D:D
Cuiying...will de..don't worry >.<''
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Missing him again...wan to see him? dunno where is hse..don't even dare>.<''
wan to tok to him?no phone no. how to tok? don't even dare>.<
ah ya dying le lah..not goin to see him for a week..OMG..1dae don't see him alrdy lost half a life le..now 1 week wan my life? omg omg omg..hopefully 1 dae of th 1week holidae..priscilla they all will come...hopefully...lah...
Cnt see rabbit for 1 week...i goin to be died....
Last words....
Yingru:ju jun biao...byebye...bestie forever...don't too miss me ok?hahahahahah
szehan:zhihou no matter how bad u treat me...u still my bro:)
pris:hey.Won't irratated u anymore le...bully julia bah haha:D:D evil me....
julia:love you lah...although i die still love u de..mucksssssssss
shimin:Baobei takecaressss
cherlynn:my bestie in F4:D:D hahaha takecaressssssss
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should be like tht only bah if miss you out call me in haven can add u in de>.<..haha just play nia....ok lah byessss

Forever don't wan holiday...maybe?

hello:) i know my today post is a little too early but i just have nty to do lorh..~~ i am Darn bored bored bored..wan to ask why mondae no school why there is one week holiday...i wan to go school~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wan to see himhim...wan to see friends..wan to see teachers...wan to play true or dare with friends...wan to....i dunno..seeing kang cheng xi photo,watching tv..and posting:)but am still bored..if natasya,cherlynn,julia,yingru and szehan online comfrim not bored...but no they are not online so is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored...vry lorh...haiz....
himhim,wan to meet him if can meet him...although is a vry short time i also wan...
Told zhenhuiie tht maybe she could be bck with hongyang:D i wish they could be bck..
and i can be with himhim.....i dun wan to separate with him...no...nv..ever...forever..no~!...
HO SIEN IS BORED DE LARH...
tell you one thing vry funny thing..yesterday gt 1 message at first dunno who...then th person say got buy ring give me? i know is zhenxuan...liao..thn i ask u zhenxuan? thn he say yarh larh u dunno hahaha...funny? i don't think so...no bodt tok to me..Company me lah...i so bored...tht time in mt class teacher like vry fun...Daryl tan say wan play with teacher thn teacher say ok..but thn daryl tan th face like vry scared i dunno why? thn teachher beat him..hahahahhahaahahhahahahahahahahahaha thn after mt...melvin gt scolded by teacher hahhahaahhahahahahahahaha szehan and me so happy haha u can say us vry bad but th reason is vry funny...i forgtten le but i know is vry funny.......
Ok lah i still vry bored Bored BOred BORed BOREd BORED....i gonna be mad haiz...ok lah bye bye~!!!!!!!!




P.S:i still know i still vry love you lah.....muackssssssssss

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Haven't forget him yet muckssssss

hello:D
todae...was a darn bored dae...i was darn darn bored.nty to do,just can think of u only lorh...:)(: OMG OMG OMG...~!!!! I am so bored~!!!!! LOL:D>..school in class watch indiana jones..and go hall watch blot~! Darn cute de
In plurk......
Szehan keep wan to tell th gy i like him...:( :(..sad lorh....Darn angry with her lorh keep beging her not to tell but she choose to tell i tell her i have no patince liao i darn mad thn she no respond...haiz~!...Even though i had told her tht i will treat her 1 week of recess but she must not tell.....i even SWEAR~! she also don't wan lorh darn angry de lorh*ANGRY* feeling lik wan to jump dwn from 12 stories or more.just fell like dying....U know why i don't wan anybody to tell him includin my self? got two reaonese
1)Don't dare
2)scared later tell thn later friend also cannot be~!
i dunn wann tht i wish she could stop her nonsense~!..
Haiz.....
todae 6D go musem...1-5.30? i think so..i don't know...
Our class is nxt nxt tuesday go...ok lorh gt 1 extra put at th fridge to let mt mother believe gt go lorh..but now dunno whcih bustard throw liao...haiz...After school,go causeway with priscilla and julia:D:D haha:D then brought french fries and i brought honey milk tea share with julia~!:D:) haha thn go sm where near..Woodlands MRT thn eat(brought nugget(old chang kee)priscilla buy cruuy puff?) eat liao thn play liao thn go home thn nxt monday start holidae le...OMG will miss him de...comfim...and of course all my fellow friends..~!!!!....priscilla say 1 of th dae nxt week they(priscilla and friends it think?) coming my hse.,.,i dame happi haha:D....julia also say 1 of th day will come my hse de.~! YEA hip hip horaay hahahahaahahah
Take care guyss...
Bye~!
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p.s:i know i still love you and i won't forget you~!

I Love you

hello:)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~TODAY'S HEADLINE...PRISCILLA BIRTHDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Happy birthday priscilla:):D wish u always happy.*Smile*Today they go KTV.Gd lorh..i also wan go..sianz...today MT...Teacher stomach pain actually got social moral lesson but she not feeling well thn let us play~! yeah~!..thn took out my handphone let szehan cherlynn play game..they play until vry exciting..:D haha:) i play with cherlynn handphone nice nice:D i like one of th game..fun sia..haha..thn lots of boys including himhim ask can use handphone meh? then i say u use lorh..But they don't wan use...-.-'' haiz...dunno ask for wad? LOL...maybe for fun~!?
i have nty to post...byes

hello:) i am happy todae...today go school...actually got PE become tomoro i tink?>..oh wadever i don't care then become gt 'assembly'...for like vry long...like until mother tougue...^^love tht peroid got aircon..++can citchat a lot..haha..:)..
++todae..PSLE over can do wad ever u wan...wohoo so nice...i saw a girl playing with him him..so gd..i envy with green~!..keep playing with him him...i saw liao i sooo..wanting to be her....
In plurk...
chaoleii give me himhim's blog...so cool thanks~!^^ is empty empty...Gt one of his pic hahahahahahahahaha gdgd:):):):):):):):D:D:D:D:D cool cool cool...he say he broke with his gf..OMG~! but he not sad,he still say he happy...lol maybe he don't like her..but he say..he don't know why? maybe he still care for her? IDK~!..who cares..i don't...maybe i do?..who cares...But i only care tht i love him:):D If cannot be with him only wish him have th most best best gf eg.cherlynn...
or smone like him bah~!?
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Just now afterr school...i go yingru's hse..change..after tht..sit bus..go causeway...eat KFC~! yum yum i eat chesse frise..i don't wan to waste my money...thn next stop shop shop around..buy a band for priscilla...tomor her birthday happy to her in advance haha:):D...haiz....I am bored.....i brought..a ring a friendship band..i hope th riing is from him him..but it can't be...it will nv be....
......Oh yarh..just now i took another...neoprint with yingru and cherlynn it is so nice i love it nice nice gdgd

hiie...PSLE over le yeah~!!!:)
I am so happy everdae because i healty and strong...hahah:)
Tomoro no school...cannot see him him...sad :(:( oh..my...god..i not see him one dae will die...haha:) love him him too much...simply too much~!!!....i really wan him him...i love die him him lorh to CORE~!!!!!! put all my heart for him him:)...haha:)
tell to day story
exam over at 10am...i went to 6 places
1)Farrend wood
2)vista shop shop
3)szehan hse...her auntie force me to eat rice...OMG
4)vista...buy bubble tea
5)school...
6)home sweet home
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To him him:I really love you lots...Please accept me bah...i will use all my heart to love yo de..believe me...I swear i will love forever forever forever and ever with no change......I swear to god...forever i will only love himhim forever~!!!!!!!! Can't control of loving him forever... muackesssssssssssssss........I LOVE YOU HIM HIM:):):):):):):):):):)):):):)






P.S:i love you forever more and mORE and MORE~!!!^^I wan to hug and kiss u tightly and call u dear

I really love you~!:)

hiie..i am bored...i am happi no more witch tution..:) yeah~!...
Iam also happi tomoro can see.. him him..haha:)
I just cannot control myself...i have nv fall in love so deep with smone before.. i think he can change my life...
Tis is th 2nd time..i am posting todae...because i tell u am bored..haiz...why can't he fall in love with me...i know it is impossible...but i wish micricle could happen..i really pray hard:(:( I really love you...But why wHY WHY~!? i have been asking myself why i could not be th one u love...I know...i am not gd enough...tell my wad type of girl u like i can trasform to tht type...I only wish i can be with u..tht is th only request from miie~!......
To Him:Let me tell you! i will not change a feeling to you...not even a single time..understand?..th only request from me to you is to be with me...even only 1 day...i fine..but must be whole dae..with no separation...i hate tht if u reject me....i know i am not th girl u like...but i hope u can change it to me Me ME~!
I always ask myself to change for you only~! ONLY U can change my life.,.maybe some of my friend? but u have th most percentage...in my heart...Because i love you tht much~! don't u understand~!?



P.S:I realy wan you so much~!!!!!!! tht i wan to shout at u to say I LOVE YOU~!!!!!!!

hey guys....todae is sundae..tomoro is mondae..Last dae for PSLE~! yea~! can see him him...muchhahahhahahahaha
Tuesday no school 1more day of PSLE...for those taking higher mother tounge...
GD LUCK YA...haha:) Although th marks is not counted to th PSLE marks..and i dunno why~!?haha but anyway gd luck~! (::)yup yup gd luck...
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To him:hello:) lol gd luck for yr last paper i know you can do well have a great marks then me~!...and go to a better school thn me...but nvm...i know u love another girl..but i dun care..i only love you..and it is forever de...No change not even a single change...I LOVE YOU~!...
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Listening to music...at youtube..low class hor~!?..ah ya i dunno anymore music de website and i wan to see th pic mah~!haha:)...
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today my blog special got 3 part...
hahaha..ok byes off to chatting,play games and listening music~^^

Yo~!
todae gort supplumentary...10-11.30am...bored..Annar..noisy..keep saying science answer to ownself~!haha:) Jolene,priscilla,munling,A.denesh...did't come..,,siao...after sup RUSH homie..then change..make hair...thn go my mother's cousin hse cause her baby girl 1 years old...reach there everybody say me so big liao stress...i mean like Talll~!..lol as if i really vry tall..
then went home got tution sians...keep scold scold scold....haiz,,,
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HOPE CAN BE WITH U TOGETHER FOREVER~!!!!!!



P.S:Why can't we just be together?...is it so hard for u to accept me?..anyway i just wan to tell u I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER NO CHANGE^^

I 1st time saw him at there~~~

hello:) Todae PSLE chinese~!..dammie easy lorh...i 40min done liao...thn after school play for a while... thn go kopishop with..yingru...Eat fench fries..yum yum...eat till half way saw himm~!!!!!............not short de i don't like him liao...is th talll de...i saw le whoohooo dammmmm excited..^^haha i saw him first time go kopishop siA......i was dammmmmmmm excited~!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha:):):):)
am crazy abt him...haha..yup yup~!hehe...dammie excited...folo him home...not say really folo...like at abt..erm...near vista..thn..choose...not to follow le thn yingru go her way i go my way^^...keep thinking of him...cnt see him anymore...why i not like him earlier..I AM SUCH A DUMBO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....haiz.,.,.,
To him him:i really hope we can be together..in th same secondary school...i know it is impossibe...but pls..let it happen..i really wish...


ok byesss...


P.S: I really love you alot everydae think of u is quite tired why not we be together?

~! BORED~! BORED TO TEARSSSS~!!!!!

Yo~!...
I AM BORED~!!!!!!!!
I DYING~!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAUSE I AM BORED~!!!!
i have really nty to do but to post a little..Why today no school? It will be much more fun~! I think... let me show u smthing...
i thinking of u
I miss you
I wan you...
Can i??
I hoping to have you...
All in my mind is yr face...you~! You~! YOu~! YOU~!
because i love you to core...


P.S I love you to core~~~

hello:)
i just sign up on plurk~!...
add me bah~! alrdy added shimin le..
i have nty to post..
nty to write...
heart so empty...
as if smthing is missing...
maybe it is u...
Wish u could fill my heart up~!...
waiting for u...just now earlier..when i play com..me and qian fei created.. a new msn for hongyang...wan to listen?>
www.chicken-honghong97@hotmail.com
haha:) play only...zhen hui don't angry kays kays:)
todae is lantern festival..my mother wan buy give me mooncake...
then balah blah blah..



P.S: i wish every year i can celebrate any ocation with u~!:)

Vry long did't post le leh?

SaturdaE..26/9/09
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Ying ru tht time ask me go vista park...then..i say ok thn ask my mother she say she nid to go along..thn can go thn ok go..meet ying ru at WGPS gate2..thn go vista eat th food dammm yummy leh...nice nice nice thnks yingru~!...Thn go vista park...find..wan to play swing..occupy:(...thn found a empty place...
Wan to light th candle..thn saw t.hongyang...thn he ask why we here..th me and yingru say if not here thn where? then i ask my mother..th hair lik girl hor~!?..
thn he like Did't tok~! thn for a while he ask we two go poker card there thn we folo..thn saw melvin..he wear until vry cool lik tht lorh..he wear super man de...tees...thn saw t.zhenxuan..he go pour th 7-up at th fire there...wow damm cool
de..thn we wan take pics of boysss...thn don't let us take..:(..thn blah blah blah
l8r i go school thn tell u more...
more prevoius post in my nxt other post