Day 29..

^ look at this, iloveyou.

Annyeong! ^^ 
I'm back in action \m/ . miss me right ! <3 
Aww, i know you know. no need say out . wo hui shy de ! hehe <: .


` Monday. 
SEP -> Sch -> Cwp -> Mcc -> Centre -> Home. ^^ 
Sep , i swear, i fell down percentage more than half lesser than last year already ! :B 
Yay! Cheer for me man \m/ , 
And yeah, i made HaoWen fall down. Cheer for me again ! Yay ^^ ! 
Haha. not my fault actually. :B . 
I lost my balance and pulled his shirt. not say very hard also lo. 
Is he lost balance also , he pushed the blame on me >: . 
Damn sian i tell you !@#$ . I got seduced by Putri . whatthehell okay. tsk ! 
- School.  
Sorry, made Easter they all wait . ): 
Bus don't want drive faster . bobian . 
Saidah, Shiddiqah had drama last min. so they wasn't able to join us. ): 
So , went with Easter. Reached bus stop . Cherlynn so mad can ): . 
-Cwp .
Went KFC with Shirleen, Cherlynn, Michelle, Joyce and Easter. 
I swear. Cherlynn go there disiao people only.  
She go disturb riverside de people. we swear, we don't even know them okay ! ._. 
Than makan dao superduper full . i was gonna die at that moment. superduper.
Michelle went back home after that. ): 
 Shopshop for a while and stand outside B1's music shop . Listen free music \m/ 
-Mcc. 
Long time never come this place le ! Sing Sang Sung . ^^ 
Went with Shirleen's mother, Easter, Cherlynn, Joyce. 
Korea songs, Chinese songs, English songs, ftw ! \m/ .
Totally mad inside. Cherlynn and Joyce went at 4 . 
Me, Easter, Shirleen and Shirleen's mum each solo one song ! 
Sing till 6. Met Alex outside mcc. he scare me you know ! ): 
I just step out of the mcc door. I saw one iphone fly out. 
I chuatio. my phone de stick also fly . Cockster right him. 
What a surprise 'present' he gave me wor ._. 
He brought me 1litre of milo ! Yay! ^^ . Thankyoumaximum AlexEng ! ^^ 
Chatted with him and his friend. When Shirleen, Shirleen's mum and Easter went home .
Damn cocky luh they two. tsktsk. owe beating only manzxc. :/ 
Alex more and more paikia already.. see him i also bwg.. 
-Centre. 
You know, i followed them like an idiot without knowing where they were bringing me to. LOL. I just follow la, they are not bad guys anyway right ! 
I have trust in them -wink-. Than he brought me carrot cake. kwtf. 
I was still full for my lunch then you know. I wasn't hungry, 
He forced me to eat . ): 
He and his friend took a total of 15 mins or more to force me and eat. haha! ^^ 
Quite cute la they all. adorable freaks . They made me laugh a lot . I swear, alot ! 
Then hor, he say i'm a hamster, because i look like one. wtf k ): 
Tsk. asshole only hor this Alex. owe beating only k . 
Hmm, had a lot of fun with them ! Went back home after that . 
ALEX. Look here, stop acting cute, i'm much cuter in the end of the day :B ! 
-Home. 
Short story 
My mother thought Alex was my boyfriend. kwtf ._.' 


` I acted strong for the past 29days . 
I'm putting everything down now. every single thing.. 
Not carrying any hope in us anymore. 
There's no more we , no more us . 
There's only you and me. Solo. 
Thanks for all the smile, all the laughter, all the hugs, all the meetup . 
(: 

Day 25...

Day 25... 
I'm still standing here.. waiting for you.. 
What you want me to do, to let you come back again.. ? 
It hurts a lot.. a lot.. 
I miss calling you baby..
I miss the meetups
I miss that you made an effort to walk to my block to see me
I miss the morning that you sent me to school
I miss the time we watched movie together
I miss writing on your facebook wall .
I miss your smile..
I miss your messages..
I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses..
I miss the horny talks we had together
I miss everything we done together
I miss your cuteness.
I miss your shyness.
I miss your voice
I miss our msn chats.
I miss your face and name in my notification
I miss your spammings .
I miss how you frightened me when we meetup
I reallyreallyreally miss you.
JiaJie... what can i do.. to make you come back to me..

Day 24. i'm still loving you.

Day 24. 
Hi ! :D 
Hater. LOOKHERE. > ^^ 
I'm smiling , duh. i have no wrong to smile right
Hate me for all you want. i don't fucking care yeah. 
Spamming my blog won't help. why don't you put your REALNAME instead. (: 
No balls. don't spam , idiots. LOL. Know what? 
I don't born to impress you, :DD 
' Okay , i'll start my proper post now. 
MrJustin and MsYang say i'll retain . > ): 
I really worked hard for my EOY. 
But MsYang told me this morning she would help me to push me up to Sec3 . 
I'll really work hard now. all the playing, slacking. will reduce le . ^^ 
THANKYOUVERYMUCH MSYANG. Me love you alot k <3. 
I no have bgr okay MsYang ! :B . 


' JiaJie..
Seeing you smile makes me smile too.. 
It shows that you can smile muchmuch more wider without me.. 
Sorry for the hard times we had to bare when you're with me.
I'm not a good girlfriend then..
You must have liked someone else already.
Goodluckks ! (: 

Photo dedications ~ . (1) .

AndyHoJiaLong. (: 
Known you for about one year or so ? 
Nice meeting you laopa. 
In wgs very hard to find surname same as me de . 
And i found it ! ANDYHO . :D 
Yay ! Come back for sec5 please ! 
STUDYHARD for your poly/ite or whatever shit k . 
Don't so paikia la. 
Your birthday just over ! I didn't manage to get you a present. 
Sorry okayyy . (: . 
But wish you have a happiest birthday laaa. (: 
Never regret meeting you okay ! 
Meetup soon dude . :D 

FamXiuJin. 
HIIII . How long have i known you eh chiobu (: .
You can get really fierce at times you know. scary maximum k. 
But you're veryveryvery pretty.
I like the fact that you're very strong, and you fight for what you love.
Like how you like Zonglie, you didn't give up .
You break down, you was jealous. you were mad about some bitches.
But you still love him . And now you're back together with him . 
You did right for holding on for so long, 
I wish i can toooooo ! ): . Lastlong k baby lover . me love you <3. 
I miss the groupchat we always have, me, you, mich and yongchun. 
Meetup sooon k ! <3 . Don't argue with ZongLie hor. 
Must sweetsweet, if he bully you tell me. i kill him in school (: . 

Hi Hakim ! 
How are you already ! (: 
I long time no talk to you already lehy . 
Did you miss me ? -wink- . haha joking k !
Hows life dude ? Good ? I'm sure it's awesome for you aites. 
Hmm , i love your moveees . so damn cool okay ! 
Dance more ah, join woodgrove idol and don't know what idol de okay . 
I will support you de -peace- ! (: 
Goodlucks in your Sec4 life, friendship life, and relationship life okay .
Takecare and all the best . 
Talk to me soon dude ! :D 

ChekWoanLin ! <3 
You're the 2nd awesomest friend okay . 
Best dao siao . thanks for always making me laugh like a mad woman okay ! @: . Thanks for cheering me up when i'm down ! Love you alot ! <3
 Enjoy choir with you, one of the reason i attend choir is because of you !
Be proud okayy <3 . 
Love going out with you la, but i very diulian you know ! >): 
Keep make me laughhhh , kns. I see your face i also i will laugh . 
Die la. LOL. 
Okay la, goodlucks in your studies, relationship and life okay ! <3
Me love you k <3 ! 

'Gladys Tay . <3 ! 
Hi tallgirl98 . you this asssshole. 
Alot of people laugh at me, because my junior was TALLER than me > ): 
You are super cute and super pretty k <3. 
AND TALL ALSO.  @: . HAHA
I enjoy making you k , tsktsk. your face blush so easily ! 
Cute k . aahahaha . You are sec2 next year already ! Study hard okay . 
See you in school prettygirl . 
Goodlucks in your studies, relationship and life <3. 
Woainioh <3. 

Hi Easter Ohn . 
Stop being sad and cheer yourself up please. 
You know i hate to see you like this de right !
She will have her karma okay. She don't know how to cherish things 
in front of her , it's her fault . not the guy's fault okay .
You know i love you <3 . 
Love going out with you, even though sometimes i may be late . 
You know i'm not on purpose.  <3
 Gym, bugis, cinelesure, and alot alot of dates together. 
I know you love dale a lot okay.  so i won't say you and your dale already (: 
We are going out tomorrow again ! 
Hope we have fun okay . 
I wish i'm in the same class as you -wink- . 
Love you bird <3 
Goodlucks in your studies and everything okay  <3 . 

ChanYingRu <3 ! 
We know each other since P3. Quite a long time eh .
5 years already, even though we wasn't as close as before already.
I still treat you as my best friend okay ! <3
 I wish we could meet up soon, and have a primaryschool gathering again ! (:
Imissyou alot alot alot k . 
You became so skinny, pretty and cute already ! 
Jealous k . ): 
Meetup soon , me love you <3. 

Best friend once, best friend forever. 
Day 17.. 
Well. guess i'm fated to not be with you again bah.. 
Accept the facts HoSiEn. goddamnit. I really miss you alrights. 
Please accept the fact too... 
I hate myself for being like this, i really really hate it..
But i can't change the fact of loving you so much.. WHY !
Heard that you're sick yesterday.. My heart sank. 
I was shocked. i felt sad. i really want you to take care okay .. 
Spread the germs to me, i don't care.. i just want you to be well.. 
ahhh , fuck it ): . 

You're the straw to my berry ♥

♥ . Day14. 


Hi, you must be wondering, why am I updating so early righhhhhts. <: 


Because after LMS nothing to do. sad life uh.
Super sian k. ): , 
-CYBERWELLNESS- Bangwall please, i don't understand you <: . 
Kkkkk . i don't know what to updaaaate. 
Ohyeah, i want to cinelesure with my RP gang yesterday \m/ . 
Happybirthday to CheHaoWen in advanced. 
Goodlucks in your studies, life and love lifes. Stay strong k dude. 
You know we will be behind you de -wink- . 
Don't be so guailan k . thanks ! <: .
Hmm,  


` lahjiajie. 
I still love you de .. 
Hope you see this .. Really.. 
I can change for you, if you come back to me. 
I will promise to do anyt you want me to do.. 
Hen ai hen ai ni ♥

Fake smile, when can i get over you.

Day 11.. 
Don't trust love, won't trust it anymore. 
I have learnt my lesson.. 
Always getting hurt by love, why not don't love ? 
The lesser you care, the lesser you will get hurt.. Ain't i'm right ?
LahJiaJie.. 
I'm trying really really hard to forget you already.. 
Can you not appear in my mind anymore.. 
I still want back this relationship you know.. 
I'm still thinking about the memories we had together.. 
I never regret knowing you, and even loving you .
I'm happy because you were once mine, and i cherish it more then alot. 
I really hope you can see this. 
I STILL LOVE YOU .

I'm thinking you more and more..

Hey ! 
Today's paper is kinda fucked up .
Mf -.- . i don't even understand a word .
I was stucked at the first question of SectionB. 
Wonderful -.- ? I was stuckkk . zz , flunk la flunk la -.- . kp max.
Before sch , didn't went up class.. 
Because, got people at parade square le.. so didn't go up .
Charlotte come le, i was facing the back, the Charlotte ask me look at her. 
Then i say for ? Then i look behind, jialat . i saw him ): . 
Fuck man, lend Matilda my calculator (: . 
It still hurt seeing him.. Reallyy .. 
Went to RP after exam , with Shiddiqah they all. 
Funla, didn't study, talk and toook photo ! <: . 
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1973614670963.2089900.1560932528&type=3 
To see our photos we took ! <3 
HaoWen so sad today ! Kp la , SMILE CAN . :D 
When to Levia house after that with Easterrrrrrr ! ^^ . 
Levia's mother was a joker can, funneh like hell. 
Hmm, Easter left after a while, she went to pick Mikaylaaaaaa. (: 
Then, watch Twilight . I swear, EdwardCullen is fucking hot .
He's just white ! <: . Jacob is hot too . His abs . Waaaa ._.' 
MELTZ. 
Levia go bathe, her mother go work. I swear, Levia bathe damn long. 
I thought of alot of things..
Because , she said.. If you were hiccuping, and you think of the person you love, and if you stopped. means you're meant to be together. 
Boy, are we meant to be together or what? I really love you , you have to know that.. 
I miss you, really badly ..
And when i see you, it still hurt a lot .
My tears can't drop.. because it's dried up. ): 
LahJiaJie, woainila

How can i forget you when i think of you even when i blinked my eyes? ):

Heyy ! <: .
Went to school, it was raining . wonderful uh.
I thought i won't see him you know.. but i did ): . 
I still wrote his name on my hand.. it is still there ! ): 
Went to company HaoWen, JiaJun, Sinyee, Shihui for Wgs sticker. 
Went back and fore for 3/4 times . fun maximum. (: 
Paper 1 , waaa. think dao my brain cell want die all already .
Paper end. Throw paper ball at Chetkai ! Fucker he go beat me . ):
Break. go down, waaaa. seriously mei you wei kou.
Waited with Charlotte to wait for AHEMAHEM .
Then saw himm . waaaafuck. then i ask Charlotte go also. She dk go where -.- .
Then i can't find her , I U-turn back . K, 2 times already ): .
Then i want distract myself.. So i asked everybody i know where is Charlotte. 
LIKE A SO DESPO . -.- .
Then found her, went to the table beside dnt room . Wait for her AHEM . 
Then Weelee come disiao us ): . Then he tio scold by MrJustin :B . 
Then U-turn back , 3 time ! FUCK. This time still in front of me . )': . 
Then went to find Lynette. i almost went crazy. @@@: .
Went to disturb Gladys . (: 
Then, Charlotte backside itchy . go walk 2nd floor.. 
Saw him again . 4th time. She still go shout his name somemore.
Hais... ): . Went back to class for paper 2 . 
Wahlan, Weelee they all go disturb me ): .
Paper 2 was okaaay ? do for 1/2 hour jiu sleep le . 
Slept for 1hour like that ? Shoick dao siao.
After paper , when for lunch. With Shirleen, Michelle, Easter. 
Saw Shimin and she came in (: . 
HaoWen and Andy came later on. 
After HaoWen and Andy eat finish , went RepublicPoly . 
Shiddiqah, Saidah, Levia joined us after that.
Played , took photo. (: 
Left at 5 bah. Photo taking session . funny maximum . 
Really thanks guys for today, HaoWen! Cheerup okay. (: 


` JiaJie... 
Looks like you're avoiding me.. 
No need waste effort to avoid me de.. 
I won't appear in front of you jiu dui le.. 
Sorry.. 

Broke upp.

Heyy, 
Me and JiaJie nothing le okay ! (: . 
We are just normal friends. (: 
Well , im fine bah. cried for a few days. 
Tired of everythinggg. i hope i won't cry for him again . 
To JiaJie ; 
Thanks for the memories, 
You can find a girl better, sorry if i had badly treated you.
Really thankyou and sorry to accept my bloody attitude. 
Thanks for the hugs.. And the sweet talks.. I really appriciate it.
Even though i can see you, im happy.. My heart will still ache..
Don't worry , i won't give you any trouble le.. I will give up de .. 
Give me time... 
Lastly..
Don't anyhow promise girl you will last forever with her when your feeling can fade so easily. (: 
All the best for you ! (: 
` Flunked 2 of my paper because of him . 
Not blaming him, i kept thinking of him, hence. i can't concentrate . 
Hope i can forget him. 

Fuck.

' I understood. happy !? -.- 

So this time when i was sad . i cried like a idiot fucker. 

This was the reason you ignored me . k whatever . 

I don't fucking care anymore understand -.- . 

EOY is more important . -.- . 

You made me till like this and you still say dao like this ?

Whatthefuck, SUASUASUA. I will be smiling without you . -.- 

' Where's the old you..

Day2.. 
Are you okay.. ? Are you happy ?.. 
The most important thing, is you to be happy...
Study hard for EOY.. Try to go 4E4 next year okay...
I love the old you.. Please don't ignore me.. pleasepleaseplease. ):
Ibegyou, talk to me keyimaa.. ): . 
真的受不了了。我很想你。
你是不是不喜欢我了。。。？
我很爱很爱很爱很爱你。。。
LahJiaJie, please be the old you again... wohenaini. ): ..
You said you will love me forever..
You said you won't leave me.. 
Are they just lies.. ?
Promise are not meant to be broken.. 
I reallyreallyreally miss texting and talking to you...