Give me more time . please

Tears are words the heart can't express...

HELLO .
Haiyo . mad in rp today :P !
Kekekeke , With xiaoxiao .
From fb cannot save to com ): .
Cannot upload give you all see . D: !
Phark lah , haiyo .
我已经忍住。
Ｉcan't take it anymore .
I want to cry ALL at once .
Keeping inside my heart is very painful .
I just need time .
I need time to calm down...
I want to be the happy girl like i use to be...
Crying sucks . ALOT. ): \

我想通了 ，你不会一辈子跟着我的。我要学会放开，慢慢觉得这个痛、对我来说不算什么 . 
如果你要爱 ， 最后的伤心后果你都必须接受 …
这个痛，对我来说已经不算什么了。不是我的东西，我不应该握这那么久。我想通了，放弃吧.

Hello !
Brokedown in school today ): .
Arghhh , I hate myself okay ,
I tried to control !
But I can't ): !
And , it's not about the photo thing ok .
It's some personal stuff .
爱是什么。
爱是个会让人开心或痛苦的心情。
爱，需要很多的感情在里面。
女生，如果男孩子在感情上伤害了你
不要哭，给他们看没有他们我们也能活这。
"我需要一些时间来放弃。
我太爱你了。。。
我现在是在不能没有你的情况下。
没有你会死的。
我要坚强。不能哭。

Hello ! ):
Damien Ong Chicken Rice never reply my message
Angryyy ! :@ .
Arghhh ,
Imyyyyyy ): ,
Without you , life sucks
I can't survive ! ):
To me , you're my oxygen ):

我爱你

我爱你 

HELLO.
I haven't do essssay ._.' !
Tomorrow , gg.com.sg/sienisgonnabekilledbyrhoda ): .
HAIYOOOO , DIE .
Phark ): .
Ew , hate it manzxxc.
I'm bored now . but idk what to write for essayyy .
Okaysbyebyebyebye. D: !
Imy piggy ,

Stop think you senior jiu haolian .

CUTE BO !
Fucking cute right , took it from ShiHui's com ♥ .
Currently at Shihui's house now . With Jolene and Zhongmin .
They playing majong , noisy lehhh ! HAIYO .
HEHEHE. I'M BORED. Going out later ,
but don't feel like going home , like seriously
LALALAAAAAAAAAAA. Fuck lah . i'm bored .
` TO ONE SENIOR .
-.- . You think you sec 4 i scared . you think we will scared ?
Use your bloody brain , you kp our parents , we have the right to scold back k .
We never curse your parents , you keep curse our parents . Nb -'- .
So what you sec4 ? So what we only sec2 ?
Although we need to respect you , but you curse our parents ,
you think we need respect you still ? NO WAY .
Want tell MrJustin , tell lah . Think we scared sibo.
You want tell , we also can tell .
SAY you CURSE our parents.
You want play ?  I pei you play ok .
ASS . Thought you got girlf daisai ?
So what you npcc , -.- . So what -.- .
You also not real police , even you real police i also not scared you okay ,
Bloody hell . Wuji you come out settle lah .
You can bring whatever brothers lah , we also have
brother , also have sister okay . We call all of them ask .
SUMPA YOU LOSE .
Fuck lah hor , dk me jiu dk lah . You think  i care sibo .
EAT MY SHIT .
Stop being so guailan , you know last time i got scold you before ?
I wanted to say sorry , i felt guilty .
But see you so guailan . No please ,
I changed my mind ! LIKE SERIOUSLY -.- .
You are just a dog barking around , ccb and knn is the only thing you know ?
-.- . Stop being childish ok.
You are making us piss off . Duh -.- .
Fuck off , change your bloody attitude .

♥Saranghae , 我爱你 ♥

♥
iloveyou lesser then yesterday ,
iloveyou more then today , 
my love for you gained more each day.
It will never go less , NEVERRRRR ♥ .. 


- Love hurts ,


-When you love someone , 
don't love a person with your 100% feelings . 
Sometimes , the outcome will be disappointing . 


-Flirt like a whore , talk like a slut , but hearts goes to one ♥ 


-People can hate me all they want ,
believe those gossip peoples said about me . 
All i can do is laugh , As long as i know i didn't do those stuff .
That's more than enough , 
Why don't you bother to take the time to get to know me and trust me . 
Judge me by first appearance ? 
Oh sorry , I'm not a model .
Keep your comments to yourself . 
You ain't any better either , so stfu ((: . 


-I wonder , everyday . 
How is that girl in the mirror capable of keep living and smile on the outside so strongly .
And that is when i realised , it's because half of her soul had already died . 
All that's left is numbness .


-Every girl in this planet Earth , 
wished that they could live like how fairytale princess lived . 
They can have their prince charming , and have an live happily ever after . 
But to be realistic , this is human earth . 
This kind of fairytale is to lie some children . 
This kind of story dosen't exsit . 
There is no princess , there is no prince . 
It's all dream .
Girl , come back to reality . ♥ 


-A girl . always wished . 
They can have castle liked house , 
with their dream like prince , living happily ever after .
But after all , it's just a dream ...

Because i miss you so .

♥ HELLO ASS-S ♥ 
Changed blog url . AGAIN . 
I think it's a bit long luh . Keke . 
Weeeee , Damien never come today . ): 
But then , i got his jacket !  ♥ . 
Hahahhaaaa . smell nicenicenice .
I'm forcing him to come tomorrow . So yeah ^^ . 
And and and , MATH MSWONG NEVER COME ! 
Is MRCHEW take over . happy much kays. ♥ !
But got Msho -.- . super extra loooooooooo ! 
MsHo , zongnanqinnu lo . treat boy so good , treat girl like -.- . 
HOME ECONS TMRW ! :D .  
I love today after choir , it's so funnn ! 
Me , Sinyee , Jolene , Woanlin , Sokyi . "Practise" Choir song in the bus . LOLOLOL .
I'm serious much okayyys ! 
Ladybird , Dandansoy , Thewind , Whitefeathers , Magical Kingdom , :D .
Supah fun , Woanlin and Sokyi act dao S1 dao super (Y).
Mad with them luh today , fun much k . lmao ♥ 
Played with the songs too ! ♥ ; Ringdingdong , Lucifer . 
IN HIGH PITCH ! FUN K :D ! ♥ 
Believe me , if you saw . Your reaction ; 
1) Laugh with us , mad with us .
2)Thinking we're mad , siaosiao . LOL ♥ !
Keeeeekekekeke , heh . 
Tomorrow i think got homeecons practical test D: ! 
HAODERH , BYEBYE ♥ !

Nb . 
Blogger like got profile restriction for the length siah .
Change blogskin so many hunred time . 
Also bu ke yi so long ! Rawr . 


` I wanted to put . 


- Kissing is a habit . Fucking is a game .
 Guys get all the pleasure . Girls get all the pain . 
The guy says I love you . You believe its true . But when your tummy starts to swell , he says 'to hell with you' . 
10 minutes of pleasure , 9 months in pain , 3 days in hospital . A baby without a name .
 The baby is a bastard . The mother is a whore . ♥


Hmmm , or . 


` Trust no player. Fear no bitch. Give no pussy. Suck no dick; 
People play games and are full of shit, play the role and be the baddest bitch.


OR .


` When you said forever , you meant a few weeks .
 When I said forever , I meant every day until I died . 
When you said always , you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore . 
When I said always , I meant until time ended . 
When you said you loved me , you meant I was no different from any other girl . 
When I said I loved you , I meant I had never felt what I felt for you ♥ .


OR OR OR . 


` You're the boy & im the girl . 
If you dont text me , we won't talk today ,
If you ignore me , i will ignore you , 
If you dont start the conversation , we won't talk .
If you dont put in the effort , why should i ?

All cannot siah , bastard -.- . 

Wish , you still love me ... ♥

Why aren’t you dating the last person you texted?
I don't know leh ♥.

Who was the last person to wear your clothes ?
Me ! Duh

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yes ♥.

Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
Er , hello . -few seconds- Call for ? LOLLL .

What was the last thing you drank?
Green tea ♥

Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with?
Don't think so O: 

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
SHINeeeeeeeeee ! ♥

Do you miss anyone?
Yes ):

Do you regret something you did the day before yesterday?
Yeah , regret for being sick .

Is someone on your mind right now?Yeah ): 

Are you listening to music right now?
Bonamana + Lucifer mashup ! ♥

What do you think of your last kiss?
Erm , ♥ . Keke ^^ 

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nah , 

Have you ever broken someones heart?
Idk ? o:

Next time you will kiss someone?
Not sure ,

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Nah , 

Will you be single on Valentines Day?
This year , nope . ♥ . Next year ... Maybe ): 

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Think so .

Are all guys players and cheaters?
Nope ♥

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called or text you tonight?
Maybe ? But i'll be happy ! ((: 

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
First , read all the picture , 

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Hmmm , think so ♥ .


Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Wish will have ! (: 

Did you sleep alone last night?
Nahh.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 bucks?
Hmmm , depends ! :D
 
Last time you laughed?
Ermmm , yesterday ?
 
Is there someone you wouldnt mind kissing right now?
I wish there is someone .

Do you find smoking unattractive?Yeah.

When was the last time something bothered you?
Hmmmm , forgotten ! ): 

What time did you wake up today?
9 plus ? 

The last person you kissed bumped into you at college, what would you say?
If got this situation , i will say :' erm , sorry *smile* , Then quicky zao ! 

Ready for summer to come?
Everyday having summer -.- . 

Have you ever let someone be your everything?
Think so ! ♥

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Hmmm , idk ? 

Is anyone protective of you?Maybe ?

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
IDK . Hope not o: ! 

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
Errr ? ♥ 

Do you think two people can last forever?
Forever is not in my dictionary already D: . 

Would you put yesterday on repeat and live it forever?
Yesterdayy , errr , nah . 

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
NOPE . NEVER . D: .

Do you drink tea?
Jasmine Green Tea ♥ ! 

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
I don't drink ♥ .

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
I think so o: ? 

What do you currently hear right now?
Teevee sound , and Bonamana + Lucifer mash up ♥ 

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Yes , super xiasuey .

Would you rather sleep for three days or stay awake for three days?
Depends .

What does the 10th message in your inbox say?
From piggy ♥ ; (: . Takecare . 

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Think so o: . 

You was once mine...

lmao . i look retarded .
` You're not mine anymore.
I can't hug you like i always do anymore.

Hello . 

Tomorrow going choir camp . 

Going to face her again -.- . [not her , but HER] . 

Peeass ; if you know who am i talking , you know me well :D 

I wonder what comment she's going to give me . 

Conductor -.- . hai ... gonna face her for 3 straight bloody days .

Hope it will be fun during the bonding game or whatever it's called :B . 

Lalalaaaaaaaa , i have nothing to post ! BYEBYE . 

♥ , 

It's over , thanks for the memories.

Hi .
Hey hey hey , i'm single now okay !
Stop saying me and him already , we ended .
4 months 1 week 4 days memories just ended like this .
Things went hard towards me , but ... Like what my friend say ,
Stop avoiding things , face the music ..
Yeahs , i'm facing the music . i'm facing tons of humans , asking me why .
As if , that i was the one who broke with you . -.-
I'hv got scolded because of this !
Never mind , whatever is it . It ended..
Yeah , we are brother and sister now . Like how we used to be .
We are better this way ayes ?
I just can't accept the fact that , you have been doubting me so long okay .
You're my boyfriend , [once] . You doubt your own girlfriend !
How can you do this to me ?
Whatever it is , we can't blame each other for this , get on with your life .
You can meet a more perfect girl ayes , you can do it .
Jia yous . <:
`
13 of March , 2011 .
Went to see a doctor , got one day mc.
One day , and dun have is like so close .
Not much different aye , lmao.
I'm fine , guys ... No need to worry about me .
Without him , i can be strong . I will be strong .
No point crying for a guy that have been doubting his girlfriend .
So wrong -.- .
Okayybyebye.

I loved you . You treated me this way .

HBL . Tmrw . ):

Hello <: !
Tomorrow got HBL . Fxck , confrim damn sian derh man . D: .
Then still got choir -'- . nb .
I have fun in school todayyyyyyyy ! :D .
Hohohohohoho , slack in class . So fun only :D !
With , Chicken Rice , ZhiXiang , ZhiPin , Easter , Cherlynn , WenHao , Joyce , YuHao . JiaMin , JiaJun , HaoWen.
Funfunfun !
Wanted to push Damien deh ! FUN can ! :D
Pushed him to homeecon , then Zhixiang they all snatch with me don't give me push already ! Phark.
Rawrrrrrrr ! Then Damien say after school let me push also never . LIE TO ME ! ):
Pharker ,
Went down with birdie , i no money eat -.- .
Saw npcc humans , saw my laopo also ! :D
Weeeeee ! ^^ , and my soooooony .
After school , do essay 3 in class.
Damien say i after school very emo . LOLOLOL :D !
He say i emo only , after he left i so hyper ! :D
hohohohohoho ! HaoWen lah , ask all of them go play semo water . Wdf -.- .
Then ZhiXiang , ZhiPin , Jiamin , JiaJun , Damien go with him le ): .
Do homework with Easter in the library ,
Saw Wenhao ! :D .
Kekekkekekkeekeeeeee , then saw Cherlynn and Joyce <: !
Do together lor . Then library closing , continued our work in class .
After i do finish , pass up to MsRhoda and went home with Easter .
:D .
Maybe piercing helix tomorrow. <: !
Buhbye , <: