You changed. I swear.

seriously. this i what i think right now. 

Hello babes. ! ♥
It's english paper today.. FLUNKKKK. 
Fucking difficult can.. 
Essay ' Forgiven' .
I wrote about betrayal .. 
Paper 2 haihao.. just the summary problem.. 
When down went it's the time for break.. classroom damn stuffy , can die.
I totally regret it.. Saw him .. fuck, my tears almost come out can. 
Actually wanted to walk the way de, but he's there. so i turned a U-turn and walk the another way.. 
I didn't know what happen to me.. we didn't text for the whole day . 
He can smile. but I CAN'T ,
Arrrrrghhhh , fuckkkkk -.- . shouldn't have put 100% of my feelings in it. 
I put in , because i thought... He wasn't like other guy . 
But, the fact is .. all guys are the same. same species .. 
I just wanna be a strong girl 97 . in EVERY relationships.. 
But result is expected, I failed AGAIN . )': ...
He don't care. i know. i can sense.. fuck . empty feeling in my heart.
sucks tothemax tothecore. i want mad already k . ): 
Exam today, cannot concentrate, because when i was doing till half.. 
I think about him.. my whole mind goes blank..
If i cared about you , i missed you, i have the urge to text you and asked you how are you, i am worried for you . and this is what i get back. then sua. i don't fucking give a damn care anymore. do whatever you want then.. 
I hope it won't affect me 
2 more days and you're like this. 
I still love you k. alotalotalot. )': 

' Kissssinggyoubaby ♥

NIHAO MA. ^^ ! ♥
Wo hen kai xin ! ^^ 
HEHE. Today i like mad girl . 
School as usual. fucktard. 2.15. go bangwall sua. LOL
Eddy's lesson = freetime, run in and out of class also nobody care. 
Like a so good ah . LOLS. 
MsEe finally do something uh, 
This is what somebody told me. 'if he sent you to rtc one more time, tell me' .
Wooohoo . Eddy, see this?! Sent us la. we don't fking care anymore. 
Our teacher is helping us \m/ , saying goodbye also got wrong right ?! 
tsktsktsk. 
Summary for homework . braddy hell . idk how do. LOL
Passage in facebook for me is totally useless.. temptation ! 
F.A.C.E.B.O.O.K D: .
Hm, after remedial . went to republic poly to study with Jolene, Shirleen and Easter. 
joker , laugh like mad. Seriously . M.A.D ! LOL .
Calmed for a while, studied and copied some notes for science ! <: ~ 
Ate some dk what shit at rp with them . only one bloody stall open -.- . 
Then went to meet baby ! ♥ .
Ahem, baby , i know , you know ah ♥ . 


4more days baby ! <3 . LOVEEEEEEEEEEEYOU MAXIMUM ♥♥♥♥♥. 

; Because i hope i can be stronger. ♥

HAHA. My baby photo cute ?! :D 
Got change anot, from small till now ? ((: 
Wahlaoooo ! HUMANS, Tag my blog lehy . fucking sian one lehy ): . 
Hmm, 9 more hours to 7am. Hope i can see baby in school tomorrow ! ♥
Shaggg, nothing to post. LALALALALALA . So sian now.  :X 


; Hmm, woke up just now. on my phone, saw your message.. 
It's was long, i thought what happen.. I thought you will leave me.. 
As usual.. you dozed off yesterday.. I didn't blame you.. I was really scared then.. 
Scared that you will leave me.. 真的很怕。I cried. 
You're my best boyfriend.. I don't want to leave you.. 
You may think you're not a good boyfriend.. But you are , trust me.. 
Despite of your horny-ness. i still love you , alotalotalot . ♥ 


1more week boy , to our 1st month.. ♥ 


I really wish, you won't regret having a girlfriend like me.. 
I know im not a good girlfriend.. But i'm trying my best to be one.. 
Hope we will last, really really. iloveyou alot. i swear. 
LahJiaJie, iloveyou manymany ♥

罗佳捷's.

; Internet sucks today . I swear , it was god damn slow. -.- 
Buey tahan. Today kinda sucks too. 
Im weak, i can't accept facts. 
And when i accepts facts , i will break down. 
JiaJie, will you still love me ? 
I'm sorry to break down easily.. I shouldn't right.. 
I am a big girl now.. i shouldn't cry ! I'm sorry..
I'm sorry that when you told me that , i cried..
I'm sorry that whenever you told me not to be sad, im still sad.. 
I'm sorry but i have to say, i don't have a real smile. and i don't know what it is..
I'm sorry that when you told me that, i straight away break down..
I'm sorry that i always fake a smile to you.
I'm sorry that i can't be a perfect girlfriend for you.
I'm sorry that i always reply your message late.. 
I'm sorry that i can't do everything you wanted..
I'm sorry that i'm always sad..
I'm sorry for doubting you just now.. 
I'm sorry for saying sorry when you say i can't..
I know thousand of apology won't help .. But one thing, i really love you.. 
That's the fact. Accept it.. 
I will remember every single word you tell me today .. 
I will remember every single word you told me.. 
Since the day i first saw you, i had that special feeling. 
When you left without tell us, my heart felt empty.. 
Is that love at first sight ? i don't know.. 
But i'm sure, i missed you.. I wonder when will be the last time we will be meeting again.. 
Stalking your profile became my daily routine.. 
Are we meant to be ? I hope we are.. Iloveyou alotalot. 
You're the best boyfriend i had , really.. 
Even if you leave me one day, i promise.. i will still love you ...
I never regret loving you and knowing you .. 
I enjoyed the first movie we watch together.. 
The first time i held your hand, 
The first time i hugged you, 
The first time i kissed you. 
The first time you sending me home.. 
I really enjoyed that period of time.. 
I can finally talk to you.. 
Remember the day that i watched TheCat with Kelly, Jiamin and Easter ?
I told you i was scared, i didn't dare to take the lift ? 
You said i can de.. I trusted you, and i can went up by myself..
Thanks for giving me the courage. iloveyou. 
Remember the morning you walked me to school ? 
We didn't talk alot right, i don't even dare to look at you.. 
I banged my head on to the wall after you left in school. 
1 more week to our 1st month.. 
I really hope we could last.. I really love you.. 
I hope that no lies will be present in between us...

Happiest day ever ! ♥

Hello ! ♥
I today sho happy la! ♥ . 
Swear , today is the happiest day ever ♥ .
Wahahahaha,  ♥ . 
Schooltime, it's raining heavily, got bigbigbig wind also. sho cold ): .
No morning assembly ! Cannot see baby ): .
Music, wahlao. Shihui never come, then everything push give Charlottte.
Luckily got Jerry solo. waah. likea so shuai only ah. 
English, went through Summary , heng ah. No need pass up ReportWriting, haven't write yet.
Chetkai la. he so cocky . tsk , 
RECESSSSSS. Shihui never come, so went with Charlotte.
Wahpiang, so cold only please. ._.' 
Science, tsk. MsChen is gonna be like that Eddy,  cocky die -.- . 
Eddy lesson, wahlao. kaopei la him, ask half of the class stand outside class.
Easter fever also don't care, you human or what siah -_- . 
Stupid selfclaim commando. -_-.
Mothertongue, CHINNNNNAAA ! ^^ .
China slang irks me alot. But then , i love their weather ohsomuch . ♥ 
If only my edusave got $1000 . i can go china for freeeeeee ~ ♥
After school , thought go watch movie with HaoWen & Jerry & Kelly & Baby de .
But in the end, HaoWen and Jerry don't want go . ): 
Waited for movie to start at banquet  , ♥ ~ 
Kelly keep at there disiao :/ . 
Hahaha, super happy ^^ . Baby talk to me first lehy . ♥ .
First time wor . ♥ ^^ 
Baby kept my photo in his phone! Biantai right ♥ ! 
But i likeeee ! ♥ . LOLL .
Then he at there keep play pokemon ! So childish :/ . HAHA ^^ 
He's sooooooooo cute only ! ♥ . He got dimple lehy . omg ! ♥  -melt- .
Went in for movieee ! ♥ . 
So funny only luh the movieee , ^^ 
Hold baby's hand throughout the whole movie ♥ . 
So cold luh inside ! ): . 
Baby keep touch me, i thought what happen *chuatio* . LOL ♥。 
Thennn , went home with him. ♥ , 
Fantastic day luh seriously ! ♥ 
I SEE HIM, I HAPPY WHOLE DAY ALREADY ^^ ♥ . 
HEH. ♥ . 
Hugged him . ohmygod, so happy ^^ ♥ . 
I want kiss his cheek de , then he turn. then i kiss wrong place :/  . LOL ♥ 
Happyhappyhappy , after he go liao . i keep smiling to myself. 
HAHA, I sot already . Iloveyoumanymanymanymanybaby ! ♥ . 

♥ . 

Because i love you so ♥

Nihao ! ♥
PE was fun and disgusting. 


We run massrun route 2 rounds. 


I cannot breathe siah. fuck, i thought i was gonna die. LOLOLOL . 


Then , went to play frisbee, ew. fucking disgusting. 
all the grass , dirty my shoes :/ . 
EW. LOL . :/ , Went back to the home econ room there use com listen music. 
` XinZhongDeHuaYua ♥ !


Englishlesson , summary test, LOL. I don't know how do lehy . 
I see dao what jiu write what , LOL. Bo time liao mah , bobian :/ 
Chetkai do finish i still stuck at 2nd sentence . :/ 
Crazy, then times up. i still haven't do work count. *die* . 
Then Ahkai ask me anyhow write one 120 .
ANYHOW ONLY RIGHT THIS AHBOY . D: 


Recess , 没有胃口 ！
So , i never eat :D ! 


Science, 
Boring laaaaaaaa. HaoWen so noisy, can't concentrate. 
Then MsChen at there shoutshoutshout :/ . 
But got wangwang .^^. 


DNT. Sian man. go workshop so hot .
BUT FUN , ^^. I like it , 
Pair up with Shihui cause Levia never come so Saidah with Charlotte.  (: 
At there play hot glue and penknife . sho fun ^^ . 


Mothertongue..
Wrote compo. BECAUSE OF THE HENGSHIHUI HOR .
She write finish already i still at second paragragh :/ 
Boring tothemax , class is like bunch of monkeys . :/ 


Maths, boring la, can sleep . 
Do finish one question jiu can go liao . tsk :/ 


After school, actually planned to go Vista and eat. 
But i still appetite , DDDDD: . Went canteen to buy a cup of milo ! :D 
Chatted with DuLaoShi with Charlotte and Shihui . omg so funneh . 
Unglam in the canteen. i frighten Dulaoshi 2 times. I can still laugh when i thought about it.
1st time, i was really trying to scare him. I was with Charlotte and Shihui on the table behind. 
So , i turned, and i BANG the table that Dulaoshi is sitting, he jumped up . 
omggg, so funneh . i laughed till i sat on the floor. unglam tothemax.
2nd time, omggg. funnytothemaximum . i can say , i frightened myself too .
KKKK . When i am typing this now. im laughing too . HAHA 
I wan to open the snack for Shihui . then i BOMB. 
I chua tio . Dulaoshi also chuatio . HAHA, 


Skipped the DNT thing, fucking no mood to go there. 
See the workshop. bo mood do thing. 
In class play bluff. hyper mood come already , :X 
Played for a while , decided to go vista with Shihui and Charlotte (: . 




Charlotte totally scare the hell out of me . 
But she's still my sister, i can't leave her alone, the moment she left class. 
She's out of her mind, i don't know how to explain . She's just MAD. NOOFFENCE. 
Beetch , stop letting her see you can a not. she will be fuck up when she see you .
Went to the canteen , trying to control her with Shihui . 
She was so strong :/. Had no strength , but still. We had to catch her .
If not, we didn't know what is she going to do . D: ~ 
Outside school. It's even hard to catch her, but still .
We ran, just to catch her. and controlled her . 
We can say, this is the first time we saw her like this. 
We can also say , she is like a girl that is just released from the hospital .
But , we can't leave her aloneeeeee ! ~ 
We followed her back home, and we stayed there till 6, 
Back home with Shihui . 
Weird but friendly indians. 
3 sat beside me . None sat beside Shihui . cause she put her bag beside her .
LOL . Funny thing was , one of the asked for my number 
He was like. You got phone right , 
Me' Yeah ? Him' Number ? Me' No number . Him' Give me your phone i miss call you.
Me' erm, dunwan . my number ah . 999 . Him ' *bwg* . HAHA . Joke! 
Walked home after that. (: 

Babyboy, imissyou): 

Everytime, i see you. I only get to see your back view ): 

I reallyreallyreally miss you. 

And iloveyoualotalotalotalot. ♥ 

0209112125 ♥ ! 

我爱你。

I want to be your first , and your last , ♥ 

Hello ! ♥

It's monday tomorrow ! ♥ .

PE PE PE PE PE PE


. And it's the only day, that i don't get to see Eddy \m/ .

Happy like fuck . LOL .


Bias ass. Don't like NA and NT then dont teach us :/ . 


Go to express class since you like them so much . (: 


LOLS. Joke, never see 2N2 hate a teacher so much . :/ . 


Not talking cock here, but you give us so many notes , say this this this important. 
Also never go through with us.  Think we understand O: ? 
We are not as smart you know -.- .
Haohao de RTC give you say dao RTP . LOLS.  
Nevermind, i don't want spoil my mood talk about YOU -.- . 
Hope tomorrow can see baby ! ♥ . 
Miss him like a maximum only ): .
I want see him everyday ! ♥ , 
If only that can be possible. 
Hmm, hope he see this ; LahJiaJie, iloveyoumanymany ♥ ! 
Haha, okok . Byebyebyebye , ^^  

~ ♥ Love is Our Resistance ~

He's so perfect in my eyes 

Hello ! (: 
Changed blogskin, got problem i think. 
Nevermind bahs. (: . Today morning, didn't went up to class. 
Because parade square 2N2 there only got Shihui. So i chose to company her .
Well, i didn't regret. (: . I  saw baby just now ! ♥. Fucking happy only . (: 
I  think he did not saw me, but nevermind! I  saw him can already, i swear i was mad happy. 
Seeing him for about 5 seconds can make me happy for a whole day, baby.. See how important you're to me.. ♥
Lessons are as usual . ICT > Science > Geography > English. 
Maybe, i will love wednesday and friday. Im weird isn't it ? I love days which have choir. 
BUT , The reason isn't about choir . it is about ... 
Wednesday.. Choir no conductor.. 
Friday.. TGIF ! ♥ . 
Didn't went to choir today, supposeingly is to meet MdmSung, but she was not there at that time. so.. 
Forget about it ! ^^ . Slacked in class. Indeed.. I lqughalot. But who knows.. 
In my heart im crying... Imisshim so much. I really misses his voice.. His presence ... 
Seeing ShiMin and Shaun so happily together.. Can we be like them ?...

♥The reason isn't because we don't want to talk to each other.. 

is because we didn't dare to...

He promised me he would talk to me when he sees me.. But i doubt so.. 

I really.. doubt so... He won't do that. 

I wished , we really would talked to each other .. 

I wished , we can hold hands like normal couples... 

But we don't have the courage to do so...

It's 12am in the morning.. You doze off about 1hour plus ago ? 

You're so cute, can't imagine life without you... 

Seriously.. Im missing you right now..

Tears falling.. You stole my heart.. My mind is full of you. 

喜欢看你傻傻的表情。

好像全世界都很平静。

或许是老天爷特别的疼你。

You're so cute. I wonder why...

Iloveyou so much. 

I wish one day you will see this. 

LahJiaJie. ♥.

Iloveyou

Sometimes, tumblr and twitter just rocks more then facebook .

♥

; Hello (: . 

I don't know if i'll be still posting when school reopened. 

Im so excited ! SHINee's concert is tomorrow .

Zomgg ! ^^ . HEHE, MINHO . WOLAILE ♥. 

Ohwodetiantiantian. Taemin, Onew, Key, Jonghyun, MinHo. 

Just you all wait, i'll rush to the stage just to hug you . HAHA ♥ . 

Maybe going swimming with ShiHui and Charlotte and her cousins tomorrow. 

SWIMSUIT AH. ;Shyyyyz. 

Actuallyy.. Frankly speaking. IDK WHAT TO UPDATE. 

Tumblr is way better. So many quotes that is SO FUCKING TRUE. LOLOLOL . 

IMYHIM NOW. KBYE . (: 

Dearestboy, 

Iknow you won't look at this.

But im here to say that i miss you ALOT. 

It's you who gave me that unique feeling that i never had before.

Please don't leave me, 

Cause i really need you . ♥ .

WoAiNi .02th's 

It all started with us being a stranger.. ♥

♥

; Hello. (: 

IM HERE TO POST 2 DAY DE POST. -winks- .

   

-Yesterday-...

Went school with baby, ♥ . 

He didn't talked to me.. Me too.. 

Both of us was too shy. LOL. -Naturalok-. :D 

Walkandwalkandwalkandwalk.

Waited for Charlotte @ Vista. 

Baby and I stand at each side of the machine. 

Ohmygod , so 尴尬 please. 

:/ . Charlotte reached. She laughed k ._. .

She ask me, why stand so far. 

I say :' Very 尴尬。

Then she like help equal no help lo ! D: ~ .

Then bobian, we walked to school . 

Ohmygod the Charlotte. She say she walk in front . 

Let we two walk together. Is like more 尴尬.

Feel like killing myself then..

Then reached school gate. He just say bye. 

Ohmygod, super... ): . And i said bye too .

Reach school inside. I feel like banging every wall i see.  SUPERREGRET . 

Rawrs. I super regret never talk to him )': . 

Then go DNT room, can't find MrMichael. 

Jiu went to swing. DAMN HOT. -.- 

Jiu go Vista. Brought Candles and Lighter. 

Funfunfunfun. Played @ the void deck. So many kids distract us -.- .

Zzz. Then met Lyn and Joanna . 

Farking choir. Tomorrow 5 hours of choir. 

K. IM NOT GOINGGGG :D . 

Then went to bugis with Easter and mummy. Brought 

3 shirt, raglan brought wrong size -.- . 

Then brought the NY cap ^^ . 

Brought a jackunion as well . cb the tanktop so tight. 

HOSIEN. LOSTWEIGHT LAH PLEASE. == . K. 

Im gonna lostweight . D: .

Brought a pants. Like sports pants. (: 

CANDIES. Ilovesugar. (: 

Went to PasirRis . Bored likka fuck. 

Went homeee . 

Baby's parents made baby angry @: . 

CHILL BABY . You still have mee ♥ . 

` -Todayz-... 

Went to Charlotte's house MYSELF. 

Si ShiHui pangsehy kia. == .

Do musik. LOL. WTS , -.- 

BrandonLim, you make me first, and you wanna revenge ? 

HEY YOU SEE , THAT BOY IS @ YOUR SIDE -.-

Fucktard. UNGENTLEMEN AT ALL SERIOUSLY -.-

It all started with us being a stranger.

Then a facebook friend.

Then a friend. 

Then a brother and sister relationship.

And now.. A BGR ♥. 

Im really am in love with you.

No matter how much i love you can't explain how much i really love you.

ROLYPOLY . ♥

I will cherish you, even if the world ends.

HELLO. (:
Talking to Easter and JiaJie, obviously they are not entertaining me !
Damn bored like == .
Then the JiaJie hor , keep flyhereflythere like a bird.
Lended my book to Easter, i think she addicted to it.
She read 6chapters in a short period. WA ? O_O .
LOLS. Ohmygod , im fucking bored keyima -.- .
ROLYPOLY IS NAISE. Best reccomanded for those who have not listen .
Got addicted when the moderndancers danced to it during Teacher'sDay celebration .
Awesome song indeed. :D
Went to Easter's house to study , SHE KEEP TWEETTWEETTWEET. LIKKA BIRD. LOL
BIGBIGBULLY :X .
Mikaylaa came, oh she's so hyper today , she's so cute ! ♥

k byebye <3 !

Hi , i love you boy .

Nonono , iloveyou . <3

Iloveyou is better then i love you .

Because there will be no lies in between it .

WOAINI UH 02TH ♥