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SiEn here. 16 now. Single and crushing . Enough said . :)

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Nobody cares.

Wow , when was this huh ... 
Helloooo , 
It's been ages since i update my blog. 
Anybody misses me ? ^-^ . 
I don't think anybody does, wellls....... 
So basically i'm having my prelims now, and N level is cominggg. ahyo . >< 
OH YAAAA , BEFORE I FORGET . 
` H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y B E S T F R I E N D ; JARICKCHINGWEIJUN. insertmillionofheart- 
If you're ever curious how cute he is .. 
Hello hello , you're featured . :B . 
Happybirthday lovelovelovelovelovelove -insertbillionsheart- 
Shan't repeat what i'hv said to you, yknow i know yaaaa. ;)
Should copy what i've wrote on insta to here . Since i've done it twice. sosososo it's like 40 ...... 
1. I'm 16 this year ( 9th Of June is my birthday ) 
2. I'm standing tall at 169cm . 
3. I'm a paranoid & insecure girl . 
4. I love my juniors like JiaYi & Nicole & ahem they all uh . :B 
5. I hate studying .
6. I have a crush on someone .
7. The one i love don't love me ,
8. I love hamsters . ( Because people says i look like one )
9. I often cry myself to sleep . 
10. I have a girl soulmate .
11. Szehan is that soulmate.
12. I love to take pictures even though i'm ugly T_T . 
13. I LOVE horror movies but I'm always afraid . 
14. Lens is important to me . 
15 . I want to go to Paris .
16. My fav cartoon is Spongebob & Hamtaro . 
17. I love to mingle around with my juniors. 
18. I think i have no talent .
19.I find looks isn't really important for finding a partner . 
20. I can't live without emo songs. 

21. This picture is a very overdue-d one . ^^ 
22. A lot of strangers says we're couples but we're just bestf, (oh is that a good thing? ^^ )
23. I hate SocialStudies & Maths . 
24. I love Chinese ,
25. I love Chinese songs. 
26. I like Gongcha.
27. I love food even though i'm picky .
28. I find minions cute.
29. My fav fruit is mangooooo  .
30. I love TOP & GD.
31. A lot of people say my face didn't change from young. 
32. I don't know what else to say .... 
33. I love my friends in class.
34. My stomach hurts , (that was yesterday.. )
35. I don't like fake friends, in fact. I hate them . 
36. I'm single mingle .
37. I find basketballer attractive. ( Because my ex-eyecandy is a basketballer)
38. I love RaymondLam.
39. Self esteem automatically goes down to the drain when i see pretty girls. 
40. & I'm done. :B  .
Do you know me more through all thisssss? :B yayyyy , 

ps. i hate faking smiles to you. But i have to , 
Your ' don't sad , if not i'll be sad too ' . I hope that's real .
I know you're in love with the another girl i can't replace no matter how hard i tried. 
But the point now, i love you and i'm hurt. I need you and i want you 
When i know i can't , it sucks a lot. Why must you do this to me  ? 
Crying for you twice already , we talk like best friends. We are best friends.
But why are we so awkward towards each other when we face one another ? 
I cried because i'm not good enough , i cried because i can't be yours no matter how hard i try. This isn't easy for a girl who went through so much heart breaks and she fell in love again.

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