And by a lot , i mean really a lot.
Broke up, one sided, betrayals, friendship problems, studies problems . whatever so ever.
Eh i mean like , come on la. Think about it .
When you're at the lowest point of your life , you think that no one cares about you .
And when someone told you he would stay despite of you saying ' If you have no plans to stay, don't ' . Yup, he said it, he WOULD stay . But he left , kinda cute isn't it ? (': .
Somemore right, it's from a person you trust the most . Oh my tian, hurts like a fucker isn't it ?
You're already THAT sad from some things, and then your freaking crush gave you hopes.
Yup , high hopes. And then, he threw you down from a fucking Himalayes Mountain .
Wa damn pain i tell you, and it's like a very crucial part of your life that you can't afford to lose focus because your freaking major exams is around the freaking corner .
THEN HOW SIA ?
Ignore lor, suck thumb lor . Treat that that person didn't even freaking enter your life before.
Which is freaking damn damn damn damn impossible la ?
Oh what to do ? N o t h i n g .
` Then , friendship problem .
Wa this ah, to me damn hardcore sia .
It's like that someone ah, just angry you because you put the picture with him for your header, and mention him on your bio. Then he angry. Okay lah, maybe it's your fault for not asking for his permission and just anyhow put here put there then he angry. But seriously, your friendship just freaking ends just because of this . Not ranting i swear. To whomever who is mutual friends between me and him right. Don't tell him about this. :/ . And right, i'm super duper affected by this i don't know why. Maybe I personally really treasure this friendship a lot la , then like suddenly like that jiu will sad lor. I tried avoiding him and stuff but it always fail so terribly . I'll always end up seeing him or what so ever and always not willing to face my problems and turn back and quickly walk away . Yup, i cried for this friendship before. Because i cherish it a lot even though we weren't that close. At least every friendship has its own worth remembering memories and incident . This friendship ain't a exception. We laughed a lot la, at least i remembered i laughed a lot. Always disturbing him in school . But then now, it turned out to be ' Always avoiding him in school ' kind of thing, you get what i mean ? So it isn't really as simple as you think normal friendship problems would be like . If we could be back to friends right, i would be the happiest girl in the world :B . tatataa . But of course i know, I don't deserve to be his friends la . Haha, it's like his friends is those atas level of human . All those girl friends are those pretty pretty kind. And i'm like a freaking vase . If you get what i mean. So i'm like stuck in between those ' used to be good friends ' and ' strangers ' kind of level you know ?? So it's like , if he's happy then good , but if he's not then i'll be praying for him la! :B . How good am I man. HAHA . You know those girls that look at handsome guys from behind ? Ya i'm those girls. haha, eh he quite handsome okay ! But then, ahya. Since he's good with his life now then don't interrupt lor right ? Interrupt other people life no good okay, even though i'm good at it. HAHAHA. okay whatever .
I'm done now , tata x .
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