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Thursday, January 26, 2012

Insecureness.

To my guy up there ; 
I know it's wrong to feel this way . it's my fault . i know . i'm sorry.
You know, i can't control you. you can ran away when i can't hold you back .
You know this feeling sucks ? 
You know i wished for a lot of things, every single minute , it's about you ? 
You know that, although i know 11.11 is a lie, but i chose to believe it because of you .
You know that, i'm having this feeling, because of you . because i loved you too much. 
I may cry a lot, my attitude may sucks a lot. i may hit you a lot .. 
But i didn't want to .. actually. i thought .. you'll be happy.. 
But you don't.. i'm very sorry..
I know you could choose better.. but maybe you choose me because you pity i no people want ? haha . maybe bah . (': .. 
I wish, you'll be mine forever.. just wishing.. just hoping.. just wanting.. 
i'll love you longer than you. ♥

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