You changed. I swear.

seriously. this i what i think right now. 

Hello babes. ! ♥
It's english paper today.. FLUNKKKK. 
Fucking difficult can.. 
Essay ' Forgiven' .
I wrote about betrayal .. 
Paper 2 haihao.. just the summary problem.. 
When down went it's the time for break.. classroom damn stuffy , can die.
I totally regret it.. Saw him .. fuck, my tears almost come out can. 
Actually wanted to walk the way de, but he's there. so i turned a U-turn and walk the another way.. 
I didn't know what happen to me.. we didn't text for the whole day . 
He can smile. but I CAN'T ,
Arrrrrghhhh , fuckkkkk -.- . shouldn't have put 100% of my feelings in it. 
I put in , because i thought... He wasn't like other guy . 
But, the fact is .. all guys are the same. same species .. 
I just wanna be a strong girl 97 . in EVERY relationships.. 
But result is expected, I failed AGAIN . )': ...
He don't care. i know. i can sense.. fuck . empty feeling in my heart.
sucks tothemax tothecore. i want mad already k . ): 
Exam today, cannot concentrate, because when i was doing till half.. 
I think about him.. my whole mind goes blank..
If i cared about you , i missed you, i have the urge to text you and asked you how are you, i am worried for you . and this is what i get back. then sua. i don't fucking give a damn care anymore. do whatever you want then.. 
I hope it won't affect me 
2 more days and you're like this. 
I still love you k. alotalotalot. )':